Not done yet;

I guess im going to start off with when we met.
It was last year…around April in fact. I thought you were really cute. So, with my confidence, i walked up to you and said hai. When you hugged me, something told me that I wanted to be in your arms like this forever. It was a really great feeling although you didn’t really mean to make me feel this way. I told you a few weeks later how i felt about you and then you said you were dating someone already so i couldn’t pursue anything. With enough said, i moved on. Many months later in the year, i started to like you again. Idk what happened; I guess i felt alil lonely. I needed that feeling i had back then again. So at this party i went to at your house…It was memorable. Me and you in bed, cuddling :]. I didn’t know what i was doing, but i wanted to kiss you soo bad. So when i did, I felt proud. Even if it wasn’t expected xDD…Somehow, you told me you had some feelings for me too. You had noo idea how happy i was. At that time, you weren’t in a relationship, that was a plus for me too haha. On October 3rd, you asked me out…in a way that was memorable…something i know I’ll remember forever. You stood there, your friends were on their knees like horses. You carried me onto Todd’s back and then popped the question. I say yes and oh my…that feeling was greatt. That night, we kissed like…6 times. 5 was for something to get us a ride to starbucks. The last was to say goodbye to you that night cause i had to go home xD. It was very touching. It was a full moon that night. Very beautiful. Probably the best night ever.

Ever since that day, it was endless nights texting and talking on the phone..
On December 15th, I told you i loved you for the first time…mann, i was nervous xD. Cause that time, i really meant it. But during that, we’ve been through so many problems…it just felt that you didn’t care..so that unfaithful day in February..(15th i believe) we broke up. I felt bad…really bad. I knew you didn’t know it was going to happen, but something told me that my feelings for you were still there. I guess it was just like a break from it all. That was probably the first time i broke up with someone but yet to still have feelings for that person xD…

A few weeks after our break up, i couldn’t stand NOT talking to you. It was like something was poking at my heart, slowly getting ready to pierce it through. So i sent a single text. Waiting for your reply was like a bomb ticking beneath my chest ahah…And when you did. My heart restarted itself. I didn’t know you’d reply xD. It was such a relief to me. So then, we started talking again. And then, at school…we started to hug and hold hands. It made me realize that i still wanted you…oh btw…when i ninja’d your phone, i didnt really do that; it fell outa your pocket and i picked it up <3. Anyways, Im getting backtracked ahaha xD. In fourth block, I wrote a long paragraph of my feelings towards you and the request of trying things again with you…you know how long that took me? The whole 95 minutes in class. I was scared that you would reject me. But your reply made me cry on my bus when you said, “You have no idea how happy i am”. That’s when we started over with our relationship…Although you didn’t trust me at first haha.

A month later, I slowly started to gain your trust and i was really thankful to have it again. We spent a whole lot of time together during spring break, and after that. I really got to know you a lot better. More phone calls and more texting. We even found more things in common then we couldn’t find back then. Like today, I found out you liked the Cookies and Cream white chocolate and the Jelly things from the Asian Store <33. One of my favorite conversations we had was the one when we pulled that allnighter aha…i extracted every bit of information you about your past. It was such a good accomplishment. It just made my hatred towards you-know-who make more sense hehehe…*Evil demonic laugh*. I can’t wait for high school to pass for us…because it’ll be worth it afterwards. :], well that’s what i have for now…but until then Steven, our relationship is like a never ending story…there couldn’t possibly be any room anywhere on this to finish. I love you, more than you’ll ever know. Let’s hope this lasts for a lifetime <3.

-Teresa. P.s: You’re a loser :D